I’ve been thinking a lot about how angry I am with myself, and I think I’d feel better if I just didn’t see anyone. I hate myself so much I don’t want anyone to see me
Royal Ballet - Ondine
Hunger TV: Grimes christmas cracker x.
I can’t explain how I feel I just know I’m not happy and I don’t want to live like this anymore.
I really want to go to bed but I can’t because I saw a mosquito, and it keeps hiding so I can’t kill it. I’m so itchy and I can’t take a xanax to calm down because I have to get up early. If you spray febreze on them they die, so I keep spraying frebreze around my room and now i can’t breathe. I keep seeing them in the corner of my eye but I know they’re not real, only one is real, but I don’t know which one that is. They’re going to eat me with its straw if I don’t pay attention and I keep feeling them on me. My friends aren’t awake right now to promise me that I’m okay. I fucking hate them
I love this
I’m not going to bother with people who don’t care about me, nor am I going to go out of my way. I’m done not caring enough about myself, and I’m going to fix what I don’t like.
I’m beginning to realize how little I mean to everyone and its pretty fucking painful.